July 2010
ex-boyfriends of best friends...
i would just like to say that my best friend’s ex-boyfriends are going off the deep end. If you have a crazy BF who likes to cheat on you and punch you for the love of Jebus Christmas leave his ass. Crazy relationships arent needed on any end, and even though my friend’s relationships are finally over i hate to see my friends in so much pain (both psychically and mentally). Don’t...
new baby boy.
A friend of mine just had a baby boy, but for the past 9 months she hasn’t wanted people to know the name she picked out for fear that everyone would make fun of it and she’d change her mind. So she nicknamed the baby Peeps because in an ultrasound the babe’s penis looked like a Peep… like the Easter candy… not sure how its possible for a baby penis too look like...
more steroid fueled thoughts.
The reason I don’t talk to my dad is because when I told him I’m gay in high school he impersonated my dead father and what he thought his reaction would be to finding out his son is gay. It was not pretty, it was really messed up, he has no clue that he hurt me so terribly and honestly thinks he did the right thing. I told him never to talk to me or touch me ever again… he likes...
a few thoughts for today
1. that nap was very necisary
2. Boys are really stupid and need some kind of class on how not to hurt people.
3. I am protective of my friends and i hate to see them hurting.
4. I am really bad at being subtle when i like someone.
5. Most of the interactions i have with people are completely in my head.
6. I really hope you are reciprocating my feelings even though idk you too well…
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this is another pseudo-hell week
i am on steroids for this week, but then im done for a very long time. they make me irritable so expect many really long rants about things that will most likely make no sense at all.
status updates from the oblivious.
“To anyone who knows what its like to be mocked/verbally attacked/or otherwise insulted bc of ur individuality- u never need let these things hurt u. Treat such trite as worth no more then the hotair it took for the slander to be said. When they lash out, even if only subtly, they are not telling u who YOU are… they a…re showing u who THEY are. Return them w kindness, for...
i slept for about two hours and woke up sweaty and hungry and all i wanna do is make Julia Child’s Boeuf Bourguignon… i read almost half of her cookbook i got for Easter just now and i think im going to make it later this week sometime. i ate a tiny sandwich and some orange juice thinking maybe it would calm me down and think less about food. I HATE STEROIDS WITH A PASSION! last week i...
thoughts for the day.
1. this day flew by
2.having cancer and a head cold suck
3.your ex-boyfriend is the biggest fucking douche bag-sack of cunts-cum dumpster-etc… i never want to hear his name unless its in an obituary.
4. id be flattered to death if you were smitten with me, but we dont know each other well enough to move past just friends at this point.
5. i sing like a girl… and im good at it.
6....
i just woke up. no one is here. the sun is out. i have no clue what day it is or how long ive been asleeping… i ate hamburger helper
I’m ready to be done with chemo now. I’ll work out and buy all natural/organic/free range/grass fed stuff. i can wear hemp if it just means i don’t have to take all these pills and feel like a garbage disposal for prescription drugs.
Food consumption worldwide. →
family of four spends 375$/wk on copious amounts of junk food and plastic bottles while a family of 13 lives off of mushrooms, cheese and pork for 5.03$/wk… the family of 13 sounds so much more delicious
i follow gay tublr blogs so i can keep my sanity in this tiny town.
cutey gave me his number. not a huge deal, but im kinda stoked.
“Straight Americans need… an education of the heart and soul. They must...”
– Bruce Bawer (via agayaday) (via theinverter)
no clue what day it is
had a great chat with an old friend today. i shouldn’t go back to the school i’m enrolled in, but i will so that i will be off the hook with the fam.
if anyone wanted to get me a birthday gift... →
weekend at party pier.
this weekend was the annual family weekend at the lake were we all gather and talk about other relatives that never deign to come, eat obnoxious portions of food, drive boats, get sunbrunz, watch fireworks, compare babies, and have my birthday. it was awesome.
i kept feeling bad for my friend who had to work during the fireworks.
the pencil on a string told me i would only one child and that...
rant about rights.
Some woman on TV said that the Gay Marriage/Civil Rights Movement issues of today can’t be compared to African American because gay people were never lynched. I know good and well she will never read this or believe it if she did read it, but that is bullshit ma’am. it may blow minds to know that gay people were hated then AND now.Dare i say it, but it may be the fact that so many have...
