July 2010
this is another pseudo-hell week
i am on steroids for this week, but then im done for a very long time. they make me irritable so expect many really long rants about things that will most likely make no sense at all.
status updates from the oblivious.
“To anyone who knows what its like to be mocked/verbally attacked/or otherwise insulted bc of ur individuality- u never need let these things hurt u. Treat such trite as worth no more then the hotair it took for the slander to be said. When they lash out, even if only subtly, they are not telling u who YOU are… they a…re showing u who THEY are. Return them w kindness, for...
i slept for about two hours and woke up sweaty and hungry and all i wanna do is make Julia Child’s Boeuf Bourguignon… i read almost half of her cookbook i got for Easter just now and i think im going to make it later this week sometime. i ate a tiny sandwich and some orange juice thinking maybe it would calm me down and think less about food. I HATE STEROIDS WITH A PASSION! last week i...
thoughts for the day.
1. this day flew by
2.having cancer and a head cold suck
3.your ex-boyfriend is the biggest fucking douche bag-sack of cunts-cum dumpster-etc… i never want to hear his name unless its in an obituary.
4. id be flattered to death if you were smitten with me, but we dont know each other well enough to move past just friends at this point.
5. i sing like a girl… and im good at it.
6....
i just woke up. no one is here. the sun is out. i have no clue what day it is or how long ive been asleeping… i ate hamburger helper
I’m ready to be done with chemo now. I’ll work out and buy all natural/organic/free range/grass fed stuff. i can wear hemp if it just means i don’t have to take all these pills and feel like a garbage disposal for prescription drugs.
Food consumption worldwide. →
family of four spends 375$/wk on copious amounts of junk food and plastic bottles while a family of 13 lives off of mushrooms, cheese and pork for 5.03$/wk… the family of 13 sounds so much more delicious
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